It's pretty pathetic that it just barely hit me that I am in fact graduating. on Thursday. omg. I can't believe that the years have blown by so fast. I swear I can still remember my freshman year like if it happened yesterday. I spent so much time wishing I could be done with high school...but now, I almost wish I could stay for a couple more weeks. Graduation means getting a job. It means growing up and actually getting my license. and buying a car :s I'm so scared about college. College is were my dreams will actually start to configure into reality; every decision from here on out can truly affect me for the rest of my life.
So yeah, its pretty crazy. I'm graduating. Mr. Ricci wont be my English teacher. Ms. Hendricks wont be my history teacher. HELEN! Helen wont be available to give me pep talks when I'm sad :( Val...I'm definitely going to miss her.
Then their's all those people that I probably wont ever talk to again. People that I see everyday in the halls. Who am I going to hear gossip about? I love gossip! (i know its not a good thing...but hey, at least I'm honest ;) What will happen with all the cool juniors I've made friends with this year? questions questions questions...
Life is changing. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride. I don't know whats next, I have no idea what life is planning for me. I guess I'll just blog about it as it happens ;)
until next time!
Elli
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