You do better???
Well that's most likely true. But when you mess up, its hard to think about the positive things, and right now, I could care less if next time I do BETTER. Because right now sucks. School sucks. Stress sucks. I know that ten years from now, I'll look back on today and shake my head at myself and I will be wishing that my problems could be this "small". But right now is now. So, while I indulge myself in dreams of the future, the present is just stressing me out.
It's funny because I have never been on such a spiritual high mixed with such stressful stress (yup, that was redundant...I'm that stressed out!) so I'm going to try and trust the Lord completely, trust in his will and trust that he will open up the doors for me. Because I have given it all I've got and I have nothing left to give. It's in his hands....
<3 Elizabeth
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