When someone you love dies, it really puts life into perspective. At least, it did for me. It made me ponder over where I was going with my life and critically think about whether or not that is the road I want to take. As I think about my grandfather's life and all the things he accomplished and all the things that he failed at, I realize his death is an opportunity for me to really learn from him. My grandfather was never afraid to voice his thoughts and he always did exactly what he wanted because he was never afraid to dream BIG. And sure, he wasn't perfect, he had his weaknesses. Nevertheless, I have chosen to reflect on the good he did and be grateful for the best gift he ever gave me: my father!
Through this, I have realized that my life is filled with fear. I fear practically everything! But I've realized that, although my fear isn't going to leave me over night, I have warrior blood in my veins, victory is part of my heritage and I can do anything I set my mind to because those that came before me showed me it was possible. I don't want to live my life wishing things were different, or hoping things will turn out right. Life is hard, it requires a lot of hard work and getting to where I want to go wont be easy...it's not supposed to! If everything were handed to us, we wouldn't learn anything. Failure offers wisdom and it can offer us amazing life lessons if we let it.
I honestly don't know where my life is headed right now, but I'm working on it. For now, in the spirit of Christmas, I am focusing on my family, on my faith, and most importantly on my Savior. I am thanking the Lord for everything that is good in my life, and I am trusting him to guide the way.
And lastly, I want to thank everyone who has reached out to my family and me with love and concern on these difficult days. I greatly appreciate your kindness!
Love,
Elizabeth
well put sista!
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