Dilemma

The thing about flattery is that I simply cannot ignore it!  Which is really quite bothersome since it totally makes me feel weak in the knees and out of control.  Not fun for a self proclaimed control freak, let me tell you.  So at the moment I am running it over and over in my head, analyzing it to pieces (because that is what a control freak does) and feeling quite sorry for myself.  Why?  Because I am surrounded by cute guys that I would actually date (SHOCKER, I know) if I wasn't going on a mission.  Why?! Why couldn't I have discovered these dream boats AFTER my mission???  I don't think I have ever heard Heavenly Father's laughter louder in my life.  Oh Father, you are such a tease! But I love you, and you are and forever will be my #1.

Irony never ceases to amaze me.

*sigh*

love,
Forever Single Ellie (or at least until after the mission *crosses fingers*)

PS. Barney Stinson  always makes me feel better :)