Today I took the first step. Today, I decided that I was going to stop pitying myself and my boring NON existent life. Today, I made the first move. Today, I decided to grow up. Today, I applied for a job. I've realized that I need to stop avoiding the inevitable. I mean, sure, I have enough money from my FAFSA to be happy. but I'm not. Why? because, in the REAL world, working is a necessary evil. I mean, sure, go ahead. Go to college. But after that, if you have no working skills whatsoever, it will be very hard for you to get a job. And saying that you do, well then you wont have any experience with having an EVIL boss. and if you dont know how to work with a boss and stupid coworkers, well then your going to have a major surprise waiting for you. Or maybe I'm just trying to force my lazy a$$ except the fact that I WILL GET A JOB and accept the fact that sleeping, eating, and watching TV 24/7 is not a life.
*sigh*
I really should have gone to college during the summer. I don't know how to live without school. It's sad. It's pretty depressing, actually. and pathetic, if you think about it. I mean, what kind of a person depends on SCHOOL for fun? yeah. me. siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
So, I have decided to start planning. You know, to actually GET my license. Or, you know, travel. Maybe do an exchange program at Westminster sometime. Study abroad. Fun stuff. Rather than dwell on the fact that I am confined to this darn house for the REST OF THE SUMMER. therefore, I want-no NEED- a job. You know, so that I don't die of boredom.
You wouldn't want me to die of boredom right?
Until next time, my dears.
Elizabeth
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